**-Stay outside of the system; unregulated**

Listener: I would think that having no freedom caused you stress.

21) Yamamoto: In my case, I did not intentionally rebel, but instead as part of my intrinsic nature I could not accept becoming part of this system, so I was fine living a life away from all of that. It was rather constraining to do so, but I wasn't about to give in to relocating.

My life was really unregulated and slapdash, and I let the cards fall where they may, so it was very difficult for me to fit into a single role or to be a cog in the wheel.
